“The unexamined life is not worth living.” — Socrates
A Fresh Beginning
Recently, I launched a new project—a podcast called The Way of the Camera. It’s a fresh start, a reset, and perhaps a reflection of where I am in my own journey. I’ll admit, consistency and perseverance aren’t my strongest suits. What I do excel at, however, is revisiting and refining my understanding, over and over again, as I learn and grow.
Why the Reset?
This time, I’ve chosen to start from scratch: a new website, a new logo, a new mailing list. Why – honestly, I’m not entirely sure. Maybe it’s because I’ve finally found a topic that resonates deeply with me—an intersection of photography, mindfulness meditation, and mental well-being. But I’m still exploring, still learning. And perhaps that’s the point: we’re all on an ongoing journey of evolution, of creating as we go along, without necessarily having all the answers.
The Imposter Syndrome and Honesty
One thing I’ve grappled with is imposter syndrome. The feeling that I’m not qualified to speak on these subjects, that others might be better suited or more knowledgeable. But I’ve come to see this as part of the process—an honest reflection of my current state, not a barrier. I want to share my experiences, my perspective, in a way that’s personal, practical, and honest. That’s what matters most to me.
Clarifying My Purpose
When I start a project, I often ask myself: what am I trying to achieve? For some, clarity of vision and strategic planning come naturally. For me, it’s different. I tend to act first, do things, and from those details, sometimes a bigger picture emerges. More often than not, it doesn’t. So I ask myself now: what do I want this to be?
My hope is for this to be a trusted resource—an ongoing exploration of the topics I care about. I want to delve deeply into the connections between photography, mindfulness, and mental well-being. But I also want to build a community—an exchange of ideas and experiences. From conversations I’ve had so far, I’ve seen that people are genuinely interested in this blend of practices. When I share my approach—using meditation to deepen my photography—the response is encouraging. It gives me a sense of purpose, knowing that others find value in this.
Facing Fears and Embracing Authenticity
Yet, I also wonder what’s holding me back. Imposter syndrome is a constant companion, whispering doubts. I question whether sharing my imperfect, ongoing exploration is helpful or just a distraction. But perhaps that’s the point: I am, in essence, an anti-expert. I don’t claim to have all the answers. I am someone who is still learning, still exploring. And maybe that honesty is what makes this worth doing. I’m doing this for myself, to understand myself better—how I see, how I process, how I relate to life. And perhaps, in sharing that, it can be helpful for others as well.
Fostering Dialogue and Community
One thing I’m committed to is fostering genuine dialogue. I don’t want this to be a one-way broadcast. I want to create space for conversation, for exchange. Think of it like a Zen garden—calm, open, receptive. I’m inspired by thinkers like Seth Godin, who emphasize the importance of two-way communication, of community. I want to find ways to make this more interactive, to listen as much as I speak.
Taking Action, Despite Fear
For now, my main focus is simply to do. To start. Even with all the fears and uncertainties, I believe that action is the most important step. The technicalities—how to set up a website, how to engage an audience—those can come later. Right now, it’s about showing up, being honest, and trusting the process.
I don’t have a script, and I probably never will. I’ll ramble, I’ll stumble, but I hope that in doing so, I can offer something genuine. I look forward to sharing this journey with you.
So here I am, starting over again.
